if you're in corporate america you've probably seen excerpts or read that book. it's all about change - basically making changes and being successful.
i have to admit, i hate change! unless it's change that i've initiated or maybe have been advised about in advance - i hate it! when things change it leaves me caught off guard, reeling, and trying to regain control. i deal mostly in the familiar, with what's comfortable to me, and with things that i can control and manipulate easily.
so...i'm about to make a huge change in my life. i'm doing this with 3 other women that i respect and trust, but i am freaking out! i'm trying to decide if this is the right decision for me. i thought about it some this morning and got sick. i've made a decision and feel like right now there's no turning back, but all i want to do is run! run back and get back into my comfort zone. i feel like crying right now, i want to, but crying isn't going to help the situation. it'll just make me hate and regret the decision that i've made more. it will make me resent this whole situation that i feel like i've been dragged into (kicking and screaming).
maybe this will be a good thing for me, get me out of my comfort zone, help me be more active and social. that's what i want...it really is, but right now i don't care. i just want things back to the way they were.
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