lets just be friends...

really? gtfoohwtbs!

you have all these feelings wrapped up in a person and they just spring that on you. like, we didn't start out as friends (which is probably the problem in itself), so magically you think we can be buddies now? in the words of whitney - hell to da naw. that's the mood i'm in right now. i don't want to be your friend. i mean, i was upfront about what i wanted. i didn't beat around the bush, i said i wanted a relationship. but i should have known something was up. that's my fault for being so naive and gullible. i'll have to be more careful with who i let into my life next time (if there is a next time but thanks to this mojoker, there probably won't be). so i am a little bitter, aw hell i'm pissed the f*&k off! if this dude didn't know what he wanted he should have said so upfront, but nah, he didn't have the balls to do that (which is not surprising to me, his lack of testicular fortitude has been present through this little ordeal).

so would i be wrong for thinking about slashing tires, pouring sugar in the gas tank, breaking windows, and/or vandalizing his isht? nah, i'm not really that type of woman, but i want to hurt him and make him feel lower than a piece of dirt.