23 September 2007

totally random thoughts

I spent time with Sorors this weekend and I had a good time. Sometimes it's so nice to do something different than your normally do, spend time with people that you normally don't get to hang out with. I started thinking, I have to do better. I mean really, I need to get out more, meet new people and do something. It's often easier for me to just do nothing, because its the safe option. But really, is being safe and doing the safe thing what life is really about? Nah, I'm starting to think it's not the route I want to go anymore. In 1 month, 4 days I will be 35. Damn, I'm getting old, but I don't feel any older and I don't regret anything that I've done up until now. But I do want to do more, I want to travel, I want to get out, I want to have fun and I'm going to start doing just that.


This is a totally random post. But I was flipping channels and Joel Osteen was on. He is one of my favorite tel-evangelists. Maybe it's in the way he speaks or maybe when I hear him talk he's saying what I need to hear at the right time. So today as I turned my TV, I heard "Your time is coming, you are a victor and not a victim - the promise is in you. God had a plan to bring your plan to pass." This is something to think about because right now at my age, I am thinking about marriage and children. I haven't met the person I'm supposed to be with but I keep getting told that this is my season and my time will come. I need this message today because as much as I think it's not going to happen, as much as I want it now because I'm getting old, I have to believe that my time is coming and I will meet the person God has ordained me to be with and have the family that I want. I just have to keep what he said in mind.


Over the past few months I have felt that it is my time, things are going to happen and change will take place in my life. But I do realize I have to do something, I can't just sit around and wait for something good to drop in my lap or at my front door.

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