insomnia...

its almost 4am, i don't think i've ever been up this late. no - not even when i was in college. since friday, 12/21 i've been staying up later and later and getting up later then taking a nap around 3pm which has seriously thrown my internal clock off. i have no idea what i'm going to do on tuesday night because i go back to work on 1/2.

i rearranged the furniture in my apt today. not like i have so many pieces of furniture to rearrange, but i got tired of looking at my living room/dining room/pt bedroom like it was so i moved the furniture. i have to say it looks nice and cozy. i need to put up some pictures or art on the wall. for some reason i've avoided doing that since i've been in charlotte but i feel like i'm going to be here (in the city, hopefully not in this apt) for a while so i might as well get settled in. i need to find a bookshelf, so tomorrow (well today) i'll go to tar-jay and see what i can find. hopefully something cheap but chic & cute. just enough to hold the books that i have here with me, my radio, maybe a few candles and more.

i'm hungry, heck i might as well get up and eat instead of trying to go to sleep since it's officially 4am. but i'll try to squeeze in a few hours. i really want to wake up early and go to the 7:30am church service, but i don't think that's going to happen. i want to start '08 right, so i am going to try and go to a nye church service. i was talking to my friend "d" who mentioned that he might do that because this year has been extremely good for him and he's been blessed and that's where he felt he should be. even if it doesn't make it to church, he's got the right sentiments. i feel the same, this has been a good year, it may not have been a good as i expected or wanted but i really can't complain.

ok, i'm finally starting to get sleepy (ain't that a blip?) so i'm headed to bed for now...