whew....

i am so tired! driving from charlotte to bowie, md in 8hrs with no sleep is not the bizness!!! but it was so much fun. let's just call the group that drove up the "golden girls" - obviously because we're lady sigmas but really because of personalities. seriously, we had blanche, rose, sophia and dorothy. lol!! junk food, lack of sleep, and good conversation plus people who act like damn fools can get you to your destination in no time.

when i got home at 10pm last night, i had never been so glad to see the charlotte skyline or my apartment. i ate some rice krispy treats (yummy) and called it a nite, although i'on really know what time i drifted off to sleep, i do know that i woke up this morning at 1100, completely skipped church and i really needed to go.

just a question - why do some women lose their mind over a man? i mean really? there are women out there who are educated, smart, strong and independent yet when they get a man they just lose it. there's something wrong with that picture. if a woman's self esteem is high, how does a man enter the picture and she allows that relationship to change who she is (or perhaps was she always this way?)

i just don't get it. and no...i'm not bitter or jealous. believe me, i want a relationship but i don't want to compromise who i am in order to have one. i still want to be sarcastic, funny, sensible, sweet, silly...you get the picture. but i want my man to compliment me. i want him to compromise with me, not be some big baby who pouts the second he doesn't get what he wants. i need a counterpart, someone who will treat me as an equal in the relationship, not a baby.

just some thoughts...